I'm back from Vegas..

We had a hell of a good time. I'm glad we went. I feel so much better getting back to work after that nice relaxing vacation. So I've been playing with the idea of going back to school. I mean I've always wanted to but could never really find the time to do it. I mean stuff like this really deserves a lot of time. I had looked it before but could never find the courses I needed online. But I think I may have found a place that does the majority of their stuff online. So I'll apply and see how it goes.

And as much as I'm embarrassed to say.. I'm going to start looking at seeing a therapists. I mean for the most part I'm good. But somedays are really worse then others. I'm sure that something will come out during the sessions. But who knows what that'll be. But I'm worth taking the time and checking that out. Sam of course thinks that things shouldn't get to me like they do. But heck.. he doesn't have my mind much less my heart. He can't understand how hurt and depressed I get over the littlest of things.

My life in general is going really well. Erik will be starting school really soon.. less then two weeks. I'm sure he's so ready. He misses his friends a lot. Soccer starts up in a couple of weeks too. Sad thing is we lost a lot of our players last year. So we'll be starting from scratch which will be really hard on the kids that are left. But we'll make it. They want Sam to be an assistant coach. They also asked him to be either coach or assistant to Q's team. Not sure which he'll pick. But he loves coaching. He loves being with kids. I think he'll take Q's team as our other friend was also asked to assist Erik's team. But we'll see.

Hope you all have a awesome rest of the week!