Wednesday, August 09, 2006
I'm at my lowest point in all my life..
This morning I was getting ready feeling really great about my life and the things that have happened this week. Then.. as I'm about to leave for work. I turn back and go back inside for just a couple of minutes and my car rolls backwards and jumps the curb and wrecks into a tree. Yes, Thank God nobody was hurt. Thanks God it didn't hit somebodies house. But why ME?? I have been having an anxiety attack all morning long. My parents are out of town. I called my brother. I've talked to my coworker. People say don't worry. It's not so much the car as it is. How totally inadequate I feel. That self-hatred just creeping in me again after I'd already thought I had a handle on it. I'm wishing to just run away. Away from everything and everyone. What sane person would wish to leave their kids? What do I do? How do I get myself together?
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4 comments:
oh I am sorry!! it was only an accident with the car. and I am trying to call you but am getting a recording. Are you OK?
I must say I have felt like running away MANY times, and it's not a happy feeling. ((HUGS))
I wubbbbbbbbbb youuuuuuuuuuu Annette.. Don't shut down or retreat into yourself right now, you need us. Your real and TRUE friends.((((((((((((hugs ))))))))))))) Now are you sure your okay? Not physically hurt at all?
Annette, I am sorry you have been having such a hard time. I want to suggest a book to you. It is called Battlefield of the Mind by Joyce Meyer. I think that you should check it out. I want you to be better. People out here care and are concerned about you.
I am seriously empathizing with you, you know how bad last week was for me and i had the same thoughts!!!
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