man.. what a day..

***wow... I deleted that one. I guess I shouldn't have. I was so brutally honest and it scared me to think about what others would say.. LOL

What a bottle of wine will do to you.. ***

I'm going in for a lobotomy..

Just kidding... although sometimes I think it would easier to get rid of all the "scar tissue" in there. LOL

Anyhow it's the weekend. I'm looking forward to it. I need to catch a break. I will also be going to Las Vegas next Wednesday for a few nights. I'm looking forward to it. We are taking the kids.. so now. What goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas.. it'll be a nice family trip this time around. None of my buddies were able to meet me there. Maybe next time mamas. We will have to meet up soon. I miss you guys!

Well the week is coming to an end and I couldn't be happier. It's been a tough one for sure. I've finally dealt with some things that I should have dealt with long ago. I've been MIA from my board that I miss so so much. I know that those ladies on that board are nothing but support for me. Much more then some of my other friends for sure. But I'll get back there soon. I've actually just been enjoying the stress free don't have to think about what stuff in going on there. LOL

This weekend seems like it'll be pretty darn busy. Last night we had a DLHH. Stands for a downlow happy hour. We didn't invite the four tops.. meaning the 4 top bosses in my company. It was fun. Didn't stay out to late but it was nice to have a drink instead of just working with these people. Tonight we have a bday dinner for my best buds mama. Lord help me stay on program with my points. ouchy.. Tomorrow morning I have weigh in. I'm thinking I may have lost what I gained last week. Hopefully!! everybody cross their fingers. After weigh in I have m salsa class. I love that class. This lady can move. I want to be like her when I grow up. I've been going to the gym atleast 4-5 times a week. I haven't seen a really noticeable change but I think that once my body gets used to working out.. it'll start kickin up the weight loss. Saturday I thought about taking the kids to see Cars. We haven't seen it. Can you believe it? I did take them to see Pirates of the Caribbean. Sam and I liked it more then the kids I think.. LOL Saturday night, making MORE candles. I'm telling you we've got ourselves a business. People actually love them. They say they are the most fragrant and slowest burning candles ever. They also burn evenly.. so if any of my readers would like to buy one.. try me at dreamscents@gmail.com. woohoo Sunday, I was asked by my brother if I can go hang with my SIL at their open house. They are trying to sell their house and she doesn't want to be alone there with the kids. I asked him where will you be.. he says.. uuuuuuh... hmmmm Playing paintball.. WTF?? LOL Anyway.. it's ok because I haven't been able to spend time with them since like the party. So it'll be really nice. I have to find time in there to actually pack my stuff. Leaving in the middle of the week is really hard. We have to get everything done when we get home from work on Tuesday.. that's a killer. But we'll get it done.

Ok.. I gotta finish some work. I'll have to catch up with the rest of ladies later. Have a GREAT weekend.

Post on My MySpace Blog..

Thought I would copy it here too.. just so I can say I posted.. LOL

to hell with you!!
Current mood: pissed off

I don't need people that bring me down. I don't need people that don't add any substance to my life. I don't need people that are fake. I don't need people that view me as a weak person and take advantage of that. I don't need people like you!!
Bubye!!

*Note: This doesn't mean everybody in my life... just those that fall into those categories.. I'm cleaning out my life. ridding myself of people that are not true friends.

For the love of God..

Why can't this week just be over? This week has been crazy. Q has a stomach flu or something. He was up three times last night.. not just change your undies accidents.. but get in the bath tub, start the washer accidents. My poor boy. This morning he was all chipper. My tummy not hurt today mama. I go to school. hmmm great. Means I gotta go to work after being up all night..OUCH!

My boss is diddly daddling with the invoices that were ready for his review YESTERDAY morning. I have 2 days for everyone to look them over and get them back to me to do final invoices. I'm leaving on Wednesday of next week on vacation and they want them out before then. Well I can't stay late. I just don't have anyone to pick up my kids on the days Sam works.
bleh.. work sucks!

Then.. I find out that the group I thought I was in.. I am not. I got my feelings hurt. Shouldn't have bothered me. But I really thought I was like in the know. Not a big deal. It's not like I haven't been left out of the loop before with other people. Oh well time for me to leave the pity party and get my ass in gear.

Hope you mamas have a GREAT day!

woohoo Thursday..

I was off Monday.. and this week still feels like the longest week ever.. ugh! Anyway.. lots going on. I got my vacation planned.. Vegas here I come. I got my surgery planned August 24th. I'm hooked up with a great concert. Chris Brown and lil John. I'm going to a tickle me pink party Friday night.. ooo la la.

Nobody comes and visits my blog.. I know I'm boring and all.. but dayum.. nah.. just jokes. I know atleast two that come visit me every now and again.

I'm still taking a break from my board. which is ok for me right now. I feel that I can step away .. know that things are getting taking care of and I don't have to stress about it. It's been ok. There has been times where I feel like I wanna go and check on everybody. But right now it's better for me to take a step back.

On a lighter note.. our Vegas trip will be exciting. We're planning like 3-4 nights. We're taking the kids and I just know that they will have a great time. They've made Vegas and more kid friendly place. We'll be taking in the Excalibur show and I'm sure my kiddos will love that. As well as all the kid games downstairs or Circus Circus. It'll be great fun. I'm excited.

Well I'll close for now. I gotta get payroll done.. and tons of other stuff done too.

oh well guess it's good it's not Monday

I'm tired today. I felt nauseated this morning. No.. definitely not pg but just anxious because I had to be back at work today. I so need a new career. not sure what exactly I'd like to do. But I feel that I need a change. PMS is in full force right now. I love when I'm a bitch. LOL

I had a great weekend. Party went off awesome. We did have a downpour of rain. But we live in a dessert we make do when mother nature calls on us. We loved it. the pinata was was soaked to the bone as we all were. But we had so much tequila in our system that it didn't even matter. As long as I didn't have a white t-shirt on I was good. LOL

Sunday my pampered chef party was awesome. I had quite a few people that ordered from me. I was happy. I'm thinking of what exactly I want to have as my free gift. We'll see. I'd love the new pots and pans but we'll have to work on that one with Sam. LOL.. it's a high price item to have to still pay half for.

Monday on my day off. We met my parents and SIL for breakfast. After that we went and got our nails done.. myself and my cousin who is staying with me. Then we went home and hung out for a bit and then off tot he movies to meet my mom and her friend. The Devil Wears Prada is a cute movie. Anne Hathaway was cute in it. I cheated big time this weekend. But I also went to my step class last night and I'll have Cardio Kickboxing tonight. Whew.. I'm tired just thinking about it.

I sold just about all my candles too. I'm very excited about that. woohoo!! Maybe I can quit now. riiiiiiiiiiight?? LOL

Well I'm off of here for a bit. I have tons of stuff to get together. Hope you all had a great weekend.

Life is just so unfair...

A good friend of mine's husband collapsed and died on the golf course yesterday. She called me on the way to the hospital. I just was in total shock. For her and her three girls.. and baby on the way to have to deal with. I was really depressed and upset about the whole thing all day yesterday. On top of what was bothering me before the call. My husband about got a needle in the eye for telling me how could you be so sad. I mean.. ok.. granted I didn't know him personally. But I know her and I feel for her. I also put myself in that situation and I couldn't imagine how I would cope. So to men all around the world.. screw you!

I've stepped away from my board for awhile. So I'm sure I'll have more and more time to update my blog. I know I've been slacking somewhat. But the days have been zooming by. I'm trying really hard to get through all my work stuff and just get things done. But definitely am going to make an honest effort to come here once a day minus weekends since I'm never able to make it here.

Hopefully everybody had a great 4th. I'm heading into the largest party weekend for me ever. Tonight we have a get together for family that are coming into town. Tomorrow is my parents surprise party for their 60th birthday. And Sunday I have a pampered chef party. I have candles that I made from Tuesday (40 of them) that I'll have on display on Sunday too. Busy Busy!! I'm off Monday so maybe I can sneak on and get in an update on how crazy my weekend was.

Hope you all have a great weekend... my one or two readers!! LOL Love you girls!!