rough weekend..

I left here on Friday pretty darn happy that I got a break. My weekend didn't go as planned. First off Friday we just hung out and watched the game at home. That was nice. I weighed in and lost 2 lbs. I was very excited and happy. I then got my hair dyed and it came ok. The highlites didn't show up like I wanted so I'll have to do it again. that sucks. We went to the bowling party and had a good time. Didn't get to bowl and dummy (me) forgot her socks. :(

Saturday afternoon we hung out with the kids until it was time to get ready for the wedding cocktail reception. We got all dressed up since it was gonna be in the fancy restaurant at the casino. Well we get there thinking it'll be lively and fun. We can dance and just let off some steam. First of all it was being held in the lounge so we were mixed in with the regular customers. Since it was an open bar the waitresses and the bartenders helped us last. Guess they figured we weren't going to tip. So anyway.. we had to wait a long azz time for drinks. Then when Sam goes up the bar to order they ask him to take off his hat. It was like a dressy derby hat. So he took it off and over to his left he sees to cowboys with their hats on. So he asks the bartender why they were wearing their hats. He didn't say a word. So Sam right there in front of him put his hat back on. We can get with the rules not a problem. But when they don't make everyone follow them.. then forget it. We left soon after because the service was horrible and we were getting a bit tired.

Sunday I got up and went over to my parents house and then to my brothers to go get the boys. My brother had traveled with his best bud to their other best buddies parents house two hours away. The best friends dad is dying and they want to see him before he passes. The three of them have been best friends since 1st grade. We all grew up very close because we lived across the street from each other all those years growing up. Well my brother called and he told us that after 30 minutes that they had left he passed. :( So very sad. He last maybe 3-4 weeks. He died of pancreatic cancer. So there has just been this looking feeling over me all day. Not only about his passing.. he was a great guy. But it makes me think that my parents are his age. That could easily be me. I feel horrible for his kids. I'm waiting to find out when the services are. It'll sure be a sad time for everyone. Sunday evening having dinner at my parents house was nice. My brother was out playing soccer with my nephew and you heard this cry. Well my brother (he's training for a 30 mile marathon) tore his achilles. So now not only does he have to travel to and from LV for the services.. he'll be on crutches.

So then come to today. I have a heavy heart today. I feel tired and just blah. It could be because of Joe's passing. But I just don't know. It's definitely NOT PMS as I just had that last week. LOL I'm highly irritated with my coworkers. I can have a whole blog about that too but I'll leave it for it's own seperate time. I just can't shake this feeling. I really would just like to go home. But really should wait until I find out when the funeral and stuff is and then take off. I just wish this whole week could just start over. Anyway if you got to the end of this blog, you get a big ol' fat free sundae. :)