It's the weekend.. YEAHH!!!

No real plans for this weekend but heck.. I'm gonna enjoy it. I do know that we want to plan a weinie roast this weekend for a couple of friends and my SIL and nephews. So that should be fun. Tonight Erik has something going on at his school. I don't nessesarily think we have to go but I'll take him just to be a little bit of school support for him. They will be raffling off gift baskets and stuff that each class did. Maybe we'll ge the basket Erik's class put together. Thier theme was gift cards. Who can't use gift cards, right? Anyway.. we'll do that tonight. I know that I need to get my stuff together for my trip to TN on Thursday. I can hardly wait. I want to see my parents so bad. I know I'll be a little sad cuz I'll be missing Erik's first tourney that same weekend. But Sam will be there.. It'll give him some with just the boys. I reminded him that 8 Below starts that weekend so depending on the soccer schedule he may be able to take them. I'm sure they will be eating out every night and all that good stuff. :)

Sunday.. is the big cooking day. I need to make some stuff for my work to eat. Wednesday we had some greek stuff. Hummus Baba Ganaouj (sp?) pita bread and falafel. It was actually pretty good. Yesterday.. my coworker brought in his homemade Queso. VERY GOOD! Then today.. my other coworker brought in some mexican stuff from this restaurant down the road. Something else that's really good. Now me.. I'm making all my stuff homemade. I'm planning on enchiladas. I may do some beans for those non-meat eaters. I also have some tamales which I have in my freezer which I shouldn't be eating cuz they are FATTENING that I can bring in. You see the difference between them and I. My stuff will be all homemade. YUMMY. Either I'm really thinking that may give me a better chance at a bigger raise.. OR.. I'm cheap.. LMAO

Ok.. I have another problem that I'm been doing research on. Yesterday I looked up low libido for women. Well there was tons and tons of stuff for men. But very little for women. I mostly was just trying to do research for reasons and maybe some natural stuff that I can take. I have mentioned this to my doc but she really didn't take me that seriously. She mentioned that I was a mom, that I worked full time, I was a wife, and that I was just plain busy. We talked about me having tons of broken sleep.. So first thing she put me on was a sleeping pill. (later found out it's also used as an antidepressent). Well anyway.. I take the sleeping pill/anitidepressant and love it. But it hasn't helped my drive at all. So here I am.. still wondering what could possibly be wrong with me. I guess like 60% of women have low sex drive. Why is it ok to give men viagra so freely but they try and find out what a women's problem is before they ever give her medication like that. Anyway.. back to my problem.. I feel horribly guilty.. I feel guilty when I don't do it. I feel guilty when I initiate it out of obligation.. So what is a woman to do? I thought at this age of my life I'd me in my prime. But it doesn't seem to be working like that. I don't have any problems with Sam.. I'm in love with him more each and everyday. I don't take any hormones to make my system crazy. I have no idea what my problem is. If you know of any herbs or anything natural that I could take.. please pass on the info. :)

well off to work.. I have a little less than three hours to do some work.. :)