Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I don't want my sons to grow up..
Has it ever occured to you that your kids will eventually grown up and have a life? Has it scared the living daylights out of you? Last night Erik asks for a friends to sleep over. I think its ok.. But I often wonder how come this little boy never asks Erik to sleep over there. I personally think that these parents go out on the town when their son is over at our house. He once slept over at our house and they didn't pick him up until the following night. Then he slept another time at a friend of mines house and they were to pick him up the next day. Well they went to TX. They called them later that afternoon and said their car broke down and would it be ok if he spent the night again. I'm like oh no. I don't want to be like a frickin daycare or anything like that. I mean the kid is nice enough.. but from what I hear from Erik.. he has a little girlfriend. I don't want my kids to think of that right now. ok.. so onto my dilemma. I thought about why they don't invite Erik over there.. well in reality, I don't want Erik to go to sleep over anywhere. I'm fine when it's with my parents, brother's house, or good friends house, but any other place and I'm like oh no! I just can't. On weekends he stays with us unless he's with my nephew. At nights he watches tv with us and has dinner with us. I don't want him to have his "own" friends. I don't want him to have his own things to do. I don't want him to have a girlfriend. I don't want him to have a cell phone. I don't want him in middle school. I don't want him to start shaving. I don't want him to get hair in places where older boys have hair. I don't want him to do anything. I know that is totally not going to happen. Can't a mama wish? I tear up just thinking how fast he's growing. How soon enough I will have lost my control on what and when he does things. oh god.. I better stop.. I'm gonna start crying over here. I love my boys.. I don't want them to grow up. I still have time with Q. But Erik.. he's in double digits now.. BAAAAAAAHHHHH!!
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5 comments:
I can only imagine but just rememeber that you are raising a very good son who will grow to remain very close to you and the family. You have two VERY good boys on your hands and you and Sam are doing a great job raising them! Be very proud :)
Thanks Bernie!! Love you!
I will be no help...I was just thinking this as I was driving home yesterday - crying to myself. I was thinking these past 9 years have flown...and the next 9 probably will too and Shannen will be 18! UGH...the thought makes me so sad. So I totally understand....why can't they stay little and innocent forever?!
((HUGS))
They grow up? *sticks fingers in ears* La La La La La La
Little Man's never gone grow up, nope, uh uh, no way!! I just won't have it.
I know exactly how you feel ((HUGS)) But you are developing a wonderful bond with him and that will stick around for the long haul. But I agree, girlfriends are a major no no. Little Man's not dating until college, uh huh, yep that's right =)
LMAO.. I feel the same way.. we'll start our own little monasary. Did I spell that right??
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